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Someday You're Gonna Make It

by Memory Strings

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1.
I wish we were friends, but I'm too scared to talk to you I think you are cool, but you've never heard of me Repeat in my mind I still never try to say hi Something when I hear you lights up inside And then when I see you I start thinking, "Would we get along?" Hope you wouldn't mind, my insecurities seep out from inside Repeat in my mind I still never try to say hi I need more people in my life You should be one of them Wouldn't it be nice? Take me to your party, I heard it down the hall I can feel the music pulsing thru my walls (thinking that this loneliness might just do me in you would never need me i know that in my heart i won't say a word no, not tonight)
2.
Hey I know you wanna dance Come on and take a chance I know you wanna have some fun but You You're all over the map 'D you have a heart attack? Too much inside your head, yeah? "I can't relax" Now You're looking for the door Oh you can take no more You look just like a deer in headlights Sweat Is dripping from your face You're tired of this place? "I think I'm gonna pass out right now" "I can't relax"
3.
Aphrodite 03:21
I just want someone to sing with "you just need someone to sleep with" That's what society tells me "That's what's gonna make you happy" The pressure gives me headaches It's just gonna make my heart break Desperately seeking affection In need of connection When will my man come and take me away? When will that lady come and make it okay? My problems surely will disappear If only you were here There's sex all over the billboards Hid behind so many chords Movies end with a shot of a kiss "All your problems end here with this" "Go out and get a lover If you don't, then you're a sucker" I wanna sleep with you ...Just literally When will somebody come and take me away? When will they come and turn the sky from grey? Here and now, my one true fear Is that you will never come near Just fall in love with me Come hold me baby Need someone truly Tell me I'm not crazy
4.
Too Young 03:35
Oh darling, you know that I love you Just not in the same way you love me You're too young You're too late Don't see you the same way Still want you to be with me, but you're too young to kiss me (responsibility demands sacrifice)
5.
Tired Of You 02:07
Try so hard just to hide it Bury it deep in my mind, but it seeps out anyways I'm getting sick of the same old story But I don't know what to do And I wish I could run from you See your face in the morning I'm sick and tired of you Wish I could be someone else, leave this pain all behind No, I don't know what comes next Missing out on what they say is the best I'm tired of you
6.
Lonesome 02:36
It's getting awful lonesome around here Haven't spoken too much in a while If I had to tell the truth, I don't think I'm too happy
7.
Tonight: I go to space, I smell the roses, And hang out with you I get to see the sights, To man the camera, And live on a star I wish that my dreams were real They're so much brighter than real life I wake: The morning is here, and all my memories fade from my mind It all felt so lucid I felt your body It was so warm I wish I could just go back to that sweet dream And not wake up Let me sleep, I want to dream So leave me be, please don't wake me up I may stir, but say no words I'm happy here Please don't wake me up
8.
If I deserve love and respect Why am I still in this state of neglect? I've been around long enough to know I'm just a boring average joe Throw it away I'm sick of my brain I wanna change my name Don't wanna stay the same Nobody special, nothing new Just a fuckup, bored and blue Give me a way out this head of mine As someone else I will surely shine Throw it away I'm sick of my brain I wanna change my name Don't wanna stay the same ("That's all a lie, you're quite alright Don't go away, you are my light")
9.
If I had to say where I saw myself, it wouldn't be here And if I had to say what I wanted right now, it isn't this 'Cause I'm in need of a brand new situation I'm in need of a new location If I told you this place is killing me, could we go? And if I had to tell you where, I'm sorry I don't know But I'm in need of a brand new situation I'm in need of a new location If I wasn't right you'd let me know All of the times I'm wrong you show I'm an idiot, asleep behind the wheel And you're in the road when the tires squeal
10.
Ghost Town 02:52
11.
Time sure flies when you're having fun It all makes sense, guess I've had none I had one chance at living life and threw it away just sitting inside I saw the world through a gap in the fence Through the comic books and the TV sets I didn't try to make it mine Just waited around to fall in line And every day is a battlefield between my head and what is real Hellfire raining in my mind It makes me wish I wasn't alive But they all say that "this is the time when life's worth living" And "you're in your prime" Did I do something wrong along the way What's delayed the golden age? I've grown tired of feeling like this Keep on asking why I exist I'm starting to think there's something wrong, no longer feel like playing these songs
12.
Evolver 05:10
Can't find the words Find the feeling Apathy's in Don't wanna stay Don't wanna go Days and weeks are melting together Can't quite seem to keep track of time I sit and wait for something different Inside I know I gotta grow Sick of being tired and empty But the thought of change is scary Well, I'm fresh out of other ideas Guess I should try to change my mind
13.
Next Time 03:02
"Oh maybe next time I'll make it and maybe next time I'll say I'll say exactly what I meant and all the words will make sense" Try so hard to be a human, and still feel like something lesser "Well maybe next time I'll show up and maybe next time you'll laugh and maybe that time I'll smile without my body collapsing" Even when I feel human I know that it is fleeting "I still try, the brightness is worth it. Though, sometimes, I feel I don't deserve it"
14.
Things suddenly clicked last night I realized by seeing your plight It's alright to be here, to be alive And to all the children listening tonight: ANYWHERE COULD BE THE HEAVEN YOU SEEK IF YOU STICK AROUND And so I speak GO AND THRIVE (We'll be alright)! YOU'RE ALIVE (Congratulations!) I'm terrified (But I see the light) I WILL STRIVE (WE'RE GONNA SURVIVE!)

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An album about change, confusion, and trying to grow.
Made with love, sweat, and tears over the course of 2020 and 2021.
Oh, and did I mention this one's actually finished? That's right, this is the first REAL Memory Strings album.
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Includes 5 exclusive bonus tracks too!!! Wow!

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released August 27, 2021

Personnel:

Cam: vocals and words, guitar, bass, keys and synth, percussion, arrangement
Chai: keys and synth, arrangement, moral support
Cam's PC: drums
Mr. Brute: drums

All recording and production by Memory Strings.

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Memory Strings is the genre-defying recording project of Cameron Nelson and friends.

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